
Practice 25
Practice 25: God-Self Realization
He who knows himself, knows God.
~ St. Anthony
Your life, and all of the evolution of the cosmos are part of a giant puzzle. A maze. A game that you devised partly to keep yourself from realizing one thing. The one thing that has the power of unravelling the illusion and liberating yourself to the highest rungs of the ladder of human consciousness—if only you were absolutely ready for it. The one thing you’ve kept yourself from realizing is that you are God.
Your human body and your life was designed by yourself, to suit the journey that your soul-consciousness wanted to experience, and all of it—your soul, the universe, the Earth your body came to experience, your personality, your life story, separation itself—are part of a very realistic dream designed perfectly to the last molecule with infinite intelligence, goodness, and love. God is imagining it all into existence now, and you are God who has intentionally imagined limits and separation and who has forgotten who they are so they could get lost in the dream of their own creation. You are here now to realize the power of this truth: that you are that all-powerful being. Not just an aspect of It. You are the totality of It, and the totality of everything is You.
There is only one Being that exists, which is made out of nothing, and who is eternal. Eternal means nothing else could exist but it, and that it exists outside of space and time. If only one Being exists and yet you exist, you can only be The One Being. But how, if true, can this realization create anything meaningful in your life?
It’s meaningful because it enables you to realize that you are in heaven. Yes, this reality as life-on-Earth is God’s heaven, and it can be experienced as actual heaven by you, as a human, through realizing you are God. This is called Enlightenment. Perhaps to you life on Earth often feels like its closer to hell, and that heaven is where God is, but this is only because you haven’t truly woken up to the fact that you are God and to the fact that you intentionally chose to imagine yourself as all of reality to experience your own Goodness, Love, and Truth.
What could be a more incredible way to live life than to take it about as seriously as you would a dream? That would mean way less stress, way more freedom, way more autonomy, and way less weightiness. Suddenly THE Game becomes YOUR Game. This is living fully awakened—living lucid inside of a dream you created for yourself to enjoy, with all the incredible experience living that way would bring.
What’s the good of knowing this?
The point is not to know it. If you “know it” then your ego-mind has played its greatest trick on you. It has convinced you that ‘realizing you are God’ is no big deal and makes this Ultimate Experience into a mundane, banal concept that gets lost in the un-miraculous normalization that keeps the ego in charge—by getting you to believe you’re experiencing God-realization when in actuality you are only thinking it. If this happens, you are now one huge conceptual step further back from experiencing God-realization as actual reality. This could be detrimental to your spiritual growth.
As God in God-mode, programming the Game of reality, you designed the ego this way so that you could truly lose yourself into the reality of the dream you created, leaving you a very small chance that you would become lucid in the dream. The Matrix movie is very close to exposing how actual reality is setup, but take away the AI overlords and replace them with pure infinite consciousness, bliss, love, and peace.
If you go through this guided audio experience from the perspective of the ego conceptual-mind, as many spiritual practitioners make the mistake of doing with the entirety of their spiritual practice, you could take what should be the most amazing awakening experience possible and turn it into just another thing. If this experience becomes just information that you normalize into the existing dualistic models of your thinking mind, you have missed one of life’s greatest opportunities. And it may be something that can’t be undone, so do please give pause to consider your intention and capabilities as your approach this guided experience.
This experience is also dangerous to your normal ego-driven life. It’s dangerous because, when you realize you’re God, you realize that all meaning is just made up. All meaning, that is, outside of loving everything and being delighted by just purely existing and witnessing all that you’ve created. And that’s VERY disruptive if you have goals, aspirations, desires, responsibilities, and wish to continue living in a narrative of ‘missing something that has to be obtained from my life situation.’
Abandon ego attachments all ye who enter here.
Another note: if you do not have access to sufficient levels of consciousness, you will not have a sustainable breakthrough realization that you are God. You may get to a momentary state of having a deep realization only to lose it after awhile. This is totally normal and just means that you have more human/soul development work to complete before you can live in Your heaven as a full-time citizen. This all has to do with the way you designed your ego as God, in God-mode.
Ego is the great interpreter of your experiences and is how humans make meaning out of their lives. It has a path of growth and development that impacts and changes how it creates our individual perceptions of the world as we move along the path. This path is the raising of your consciousness, which is the ultimate end of why one ‘does’ spirituality, and can’t be done divorced of ego development so get to know this system.
One’s stage of ego development influences what they notice and can become aware of—and therefore, what they can describe, articulate, cultivate, influence, and change. As healthy development unfolds, autonomy, freedom, tolerance for difference and ambiguity, as well as flexibility, self-awareness, and skill in interacting with the environment increases and expands, while defenses the ego uses to protect their perceived human-self decrease.
Thus, ego development is a game of awareness—the more your ego can expand its awareness, the more it evolves. The more it evolves, the more your mind can dis-identify with what the ego says is real, liberating itself from limiting structures in how you relate to the world around you. Working through every stage of ego development and terrains of consciousness is required for permanent awakening, for enlightenment, so be patient with yourself as you master loving the aspects you’re currently in development of.
Intentionally focusing on developing and expanding your conscious awareness as far as your soul would have you go helps you climb the spiral staircase of ego development in an ascension into greater realms of consciousness. The more expansive your consciousness becomes, the more likely you will be able to see the ego for what it truly is and make full use of its gifts as you transcend its limitations.
If you want to realize God-self as a full-time experience, this is the formula of how to grow your consciousness through ego development:
Positive Development Strategies
Awareness - becoming aware of things/elements in your stage of development and the next stage above yours. Using knowledge to grow the capacity of what you can accept.
Love - learn to accept/embrace and love the things you’ve become aware of in your local and non-local self.
Realization - experience, embody, and become the conscious experience of acceptance for that new awareness. Making the love for it actual, expressed as truth in every moment.
Responsibility - become responsible as the creator and co-experiencer of what you’ve become aware of at every level. Responsible for providing your own love and soul-sustenance rather than questing after others to provide it for you. You are responsible for healing every possible trauma and negative pattern in your local self.
Negative Development Strategies
Fear - relinquish all fears by confronting them head-on and intentionally. Including, facing and overcoming your fear of death.
Attachments - release all attachments that create and help you manage your self concept. Discover and release all attachments to anything at all.
You can achieve consciousness raising through these proven practices: Kriya Yoga, meditation, contemplation, concentration, and suffering.
Rather than being the jailer and the prison, you begin to know your ego for what it truly is...your soul’s sacred servant and ally, getting you ready for entry to Heaven on Earth by having you suffer (to relinquish fears and attachments) in a multitude of ways that point to the growth work your soul came to Earth to complete. It is a Threshold Guardian to keep you doing the work your soul desired to do, ensuring you’ve completed all lessons.
Simply put, one perspective on achieving spiritual enlightenment can be seen as having developed your ego to the point of transcending it, and becoming God means transcending the ego. So if you are able to make this a true awakening experience, rather than about acquiring knowledge, repeat listening and practicing in order to propel you into higher and higher states of consciousness. Doing so will help lead you through your ego development and terrains of consciousness tasks by trampolining you into seeing the ‘states’ of consciousness that will eventually become your next ‘stage’ of consciousness.

Practice 25: God-Self Realization Guided Experience
This guided experience is the first part of a two part experience.
This audio is intended to dismantle your ego-concepts and radically expose the illusory nature of reality, getting you into full God-self Realization. Do beware that this is an advanced practice that is only recommended for advanced practitioners who have completed self-inquiry work and who have achieved states of Samadhi in meditation.
If you find this recording dissatisfactory and you do not achieve a level of true God-self Realization, it is important to realize your level of consciousness is likely not sufficiently high enough to perceive this reality directly. Just stay with the practice over time as new aspects will be revealed whenever your consciousness and ego are ready to perceive them.
Move to the next practice, God-self Activation meditation when you have sufficiently realized this into your reality. The term realized meaning - to make real.